It just ended like this..nothing I could do to save it.. It just ended..just in 1 seconds..it ends.. I could do nothing and can only stand aside and let it ends.. But..after not a really good sleep over the night.. I felt different..I felt that I did not lost anything.. But..in fact..I lost it..although I still felt nothing.. No feel at all..just thinking of that word "YA".. Not feeling sad nor happy nor moody nor mad I'm a cold blood human..that's best fit for my situation now.. I still can't forget about it..No matter what I do.. The thing that happened during that 10 minutes... It always appeared in my mind.. The content of that message..It keep turn up in my mind.. Even I'm doing something else..It will still turn up.. Sleep I think it..Do things I think it.. What to do to stop it..? Let time cure..?Do something else to stop it..? What I been through is Time will cure.. But..why is it not this time..?It passed for so long.. But why I still can't manage to forget about it.. It still stay in my mind..in my heart.. I've changed since i met her.. The me when I'd not met her..I admit I was only puppy love.. But after I met her..I changed..I felt totally different from what I was.. Maybe I said like this most people will thought that I'm bluffing.. But I'm telling the truth..I really dunno what can I do to face this coming 6 weeks.. Studying for my SPM sure I will..but I dunno how much I can study in this 6 weeks.. But studying alone at home..really not suits me..I can't concentrate at all.. I will not let it ended just like this..I want it and I'm gonna get it..
Lesley..I said it..and I'll do it..same as you..do what you said..just that you had the longer time and i don..but I'll do it..
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