I so wish tat I was not born into this life what kind of life is this.. making people suffered alots.. the thing just settled a week ago and now it came back again what the hell is happening to my life I damn hate someone right now know that I will jealous if too close with some people yet still did it in front of me also know that some people will know that I will jealous and that people damn hate this kind of people and yet..someone is just trying to ruin up my life WHAT THE HELL IS THIS I try to avoid it and controlling myself but at the end..someone just make me damn jealous and yet..told me that just looking for fun.. is that what you did to look for fun and you just want to look for fun and did you ever think of your friend..? you had the feeling before and yet you want your friend to experience it DO YOU REALLY EVER THINK OF YOUR FRIEND..? I dare to say..NO!! You jealous me for wad..? you want it then you go and look for that people asked you how you feel if that was your ones.. and yet..what you replied..? "DO LAR..NOT THE 1ST TIME ALREADY" what the hell meaning that want to take a chance to revenge huh? I tell you..I find that people is because some other thing NOT BOUT RELATION STUFF I was just wondering why would you do that to your friend.. yet still in front of your friend.. you ever think bout how your friend feel..? you always think for yourself only with the reason wanted to look for fun and entertainment you did this to your friend.. IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL "FRIEND"? a friend who will think will not do this to their friend they never hurt their friend.. why wanted to be so close..? U said that I was close to some people (asked you how you feel if that was your ones.. and yet..what you replied..? "DO LAR..NOT THE 1ST TIME ALREADY") this could explain that you are saying that Me and her was so close what the hell I din even go close to her din even in front of you I was just chatting with her in MSN chat bout some other thing like that..you want to jealous..? you told me yourself "you want to be like me..you also can..just go talk to her.." yet..why you dun wan to do it..huh..? for what you do something that could hurt your friend's feeling you know that some people hates those who jealous yet..you are just trying to make it front of me wanted to ruin up my life..? what a selfish person are you..? tell me that want to look for fun PLEASE LA..YOU SAID YOU DID THINK OF MY EXISTENCE AT THERE.. then what you did at the end.. It shows that you did not think bout it yet you told me "YES" you are really selfish..want to look for your own fun and your friend was suffering at there you knew it..yet you did it.. it just like you are trying to ruin up my life and you are a DOUBLE-FACED people in front of him..you act you are friend.. when home what you tell me..?huh..? "I move to her side..because I dun wan to be in same table with him.. I dun wan to face him.." ?!?!?! what the hell.. DOUBLE-FACED people you still said that you and him settled already but what you told me it seems that you dun wan to settled please la..okay..? I beg you..I am trying really hard to get away from it.. yet you are trying to pulling back again you want it like this..please dun do in front of me.. you are just like "adding oil on fire" know that some people hates those who always jealous you know that I will jealous yet you add oil on fire how selfish are you and how cruel are you no matter what at the end..the explanation you give it still end with "I want to look for some fun" you never think of friendship neither 1 of us around you what you think is only "love" want to get her by your side you turned yourself into a selfish person want to look for fun and you hurt your friends want to get her by your side you hurt the other friends I don know what to say anymore what will solve it.. I don know too don want it to happen..you already did it hope that I could just continue my life without this frustration
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